Working 48 of the last 88 hours with criminally annoying teenagers has sucked. Realizing my weekend starts tomorrow at 2pm, and throwing together plans to see both my best friend BJ for a couple days, and have dinner with the lovely, talented, and so much cooler than you ReinschInScrubs on my road trip there, was pretty much awesome. I love traveling. I love spontaneous traveling even more. Especially when it involves seeing good friends.

However, I am left wondering. How is it, when I have nothing to do, I never take the time to put up a blog, even when I have something thought out to say. But when I just got home for work, need to leave to go back in 6 hours, and have done nothing to prepare for my trip that starts immediately following work... here I sit, typing.

I really think there are 3 types of attraction. Intellectual, emotional, and sexual. Sexual is self explanatory... but the other two, it seems that so few relationships have a solid balance of both. Sometimes, you like a lot about someone, but the "chemistry," the butterflies, the hormonal reaction that gets your heart racing and puts an immovable smile on your face... just isn't there. There is tons of intellectual attraction... but no emotional. And how is that any fun?

However, what pisses me off, is relationships where there is really no intellectual attraction, it's all emotional. I'm tired of so many people telling me about how they "feel" about someone. It's great you "feel" like this is the one, etc. etc. But have you really thought about it? Is this really the person, when you were growing up, that you dreamed of finding? You're not in love with someone, if you can't list 10 things you love about them that have nothing to do with you. Of course, I think you're not in love with someone if you can't list 10 things you hate about them too. But the point is, love isn't just finding the spark that burns the brightest.

I'm not bitter. I just want more than what everyone seems to be satisfied with.

This probably isn't making any sense. I'm gonna go pack.